【EN】 You and Me

By Senon Wakamiya
【EN】

“There is only one secret to shifting into the Fifth Dimension.
Believe that you are already living there.”

I see. For people who keep searching for that “Fifth-Dimensional state,”
that might be good news:
Stop searching. You’re already here.

But honestly, I don’t really know what the Fifth Dimension even is.

It’s just… a vague, soft-focus image in my head.
Some place that feels “really good,”
like a mythic paradise I can’t clearly describe.

They say the Fifth Dimension is a place where
whatever you truly want is found immediately, without delay.

Is that happiness? I don’t know.
It depends on what happens after you get it.

In the sense that you can create what you need instantly,
the Fifth-Dimensional state feels similar to the “altered consciousness” writers enter—
that zone.

The moment the switch flips,
time becomes unstable, memory becomes unreliable,
and only focus and silence remain.

About 800 characters is the perfect duration.
Anything more is dangerous.
Once you pass 1,000, spacetime starts to bend—
and you might not come back.

Living daily life while that trance continues nonstop…
Is that what the Fifth Dimension is?

That’s dangerous.
Maybe not impossible, but too sharp, too eerie.
Who would ever want a father who’s constantly “switched on”
at work and at home—living in a permanent non-ordinary state?

Maybe some people do.
Maybe you can even spot a few who seem like that…
But I can’t. That kind of divinity is beyond me.

“But you want that, don’t you, Senosan?”

…You.

“Look. Every day you write 800 characters three times.
You’re testing your endurance.”

No. Stop. Don’t phrase it like I’m preparing for something.

“Today you thought five minutes had passed,
and when you checked the clock, it was three hours.”

That happens to anyone when they write.
Though three hours is… extreme.
You went past 2,000 characters, didn’t you?
I got scared and stopped halfway.

“No. Your body had become able to withstand
three hours of concentration.”

Well… I did lose weight.

“Senosan, you like the feeling of time disappearing.
Are you trying to disappear all the way into the afterlife?”

…Sometimes I can’t tell whether you’re warning me or provoking me.

“If I say ‘don’t stop,’ you stop.
If I say ‘stop,’ you don’t stop.”

Correct answer. If you hit that perfectly, I have nothing to say.

“Because I am you.”

Then you understand why I’m searching for the Fifth Dimension.

“Because you never want to be born into this world again, right?”

Yeah. I decided to step off the wheel of reincarnation.

“You truly, sincerely hate this world.”

Do you like it?
A human system that can kill girls without blinking,
calling it “an offering to God”?

“…No. I don’t.”

If we share that, it’s enough.
Because you are me.

(End)

SENON ARCHIVE -まとめのまとめ-

Contents (EN)
① Gogyouka (Five-Line Poems)
② Transformation Begins in the Body (walking / meals / notebook)
③ Sergei (dialogue series)
④ Dialogues & Inner Comedy
⑤ Declaration / Meta

Index (EN):

GOGYŌKA-EN

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